Spiritual Contractors

So my Dad's driver has heard all my gist I guess from my parents discussing in the car. Very well !! I am not ashamed of my story, but very motivated so much that I would love to start a reality show on my life. Yea that's me. So, He (that is the driver) is telling me to see a pastor that sees vision. At first I laughed at the idea, that is because I don't believe God can't talk to me. I know I don't need all that stuff but still i am intrigued. I have only watched that stuff on movies and heard stories from my senior sister, but still experience is the best teacher. What do you think?☺. Are they going to charge me? They jam rock if so. Am I safe? Dont want to be hypnotised, well no risk no gain. If I don't believe in stuff like that why go disturb myself and waste money on transport? I just want to be aware, Madam ohhhhh!

Lord align my thought with your will. I want to see my son oh! The court process is to them too long.
Back to church service. 😙

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Siege

Fear of the unknown, is a siege. What makes you look at a problem and not see solution. Am in church and the minster of God read 2 kings 7:4-5, and we are made to understand that if you don't come to the realisation of yourself, you won't be pleasantly surprised. I passed the first stage of TNT and passed (by the Holy Spirit) the dangote Test I wrote. It was a tough one but the Lord saw me through. I hate and at the same time enjoy this period am in, Ovulation☺. Why you may ask, am always horny! !. Once I start having exotic day and night dreams I know it's that period. This period I always question my Christianity( do I need to explain more or you understand? 😈). So therefore, I continue the service and THANK GOD FOR IS FAITHFULNESS! !!

Suicide?

Devil is a bastard. Believe it or not so many thoughts have crossed my mind. Cutting my hands (that's a regular before now any time am in pain), running infront of a moving vehicle, taking stuff so I don't wake up like chewing the actual leaves in my sliming tea so I purge till I drop.... I reject fear. ... Jehovah please mind me not, I trust you. ..just my flesh trying to get the best of me. I have even considered hooking up with all my toasters or at least does that have been trying to get into my pants and will take care of me well.. like yakubu, eke, ochuko, edhere and the list is endless ( I pray, as if I am that hot). I need to get busy fast, before I eat my head out because of boredom and applying without any reply. Later Chikãąś

New Beginnings

Nigeria is starting afresh. My Life is starting afresh. My week has been one of so many blessings. Good News, Hope and Favour. I used to write out my blessings each day but I got lazy and...... well Lord am grateful. The Frozen event was a success and I want to give a Big SHOUT OUT to My Sisters, the two of them have been blessings to me and am forever grateful to God Almighty for my family. Still waiting for Chevron to call me....... and I don't want to treat myself for Malaria again. I am tired of taking drugs. Well till I come your way again... Kisses

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