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Am inspired by this woman who is 45 and still looking gorgeous.I have got to stay in shape, so fat now and disgusted with my look. Am eating like a buffalo and and i am feeling bad cause am not supposed to. Well am still waiting for my letter. Or should I say an opening to start a new idea that has come to mind. Have I mentioned of a guy I met that wanted to toast me and when he called me and I said I don't have a job he stopped calling..#smh yea I know am now irrelevant even to guys for toasting I guess not just my wellbeing, my sanity, my children, family and the work of God is enough reason to get a job or find work lol.
Soo... I went to see my dad's driver person and I guess nothing special, cause I also visited my cousins ID and JJ and their mum invited me over again for such prayers with an evangelist,which by the way was more intense.
Both talked about sowing a seed after prayers and I guess I know where that seed would go.
Tomorrow is Monday and I hate the fact I don't have a place to go. JESUS my employment letter!!!!!
So another day another gist...
Kisses

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