Ms Air is One Tough Cookie

Devil is a bastard.  Believe it or not so many thoughts have crossed my mind. Cutting my hands (that's a regular before now any time am in pain), running infront of a moving vehicle,  taking stuff so I don't wake up like chewing the actual leaves in my sliming tea so I purge till I drop.... I reject fear. ... Jehovah please mind me not, I trust you. ..just my flesh trying to get the best of me. I have even considered hooking up with all my toasters or at least does that have been trying to get into my pants and will take care of me well.. like yakubu, eke, ochuko, edhere and the list is endless ( I pray, as if I am that hot). I need to get busy fast, before I eat my head out because of boredom and applying without any reply.  Later Chikãąś

Am inspired by this woman who is 45 and still looking gorgeous.I have got to stay in shape, so fat now and disgusted with my look. Am eating like a buffalo and and i am feeling bad cause am not supposed to. Well am still waiting for my letter. Or should I say an opening to start a new idea that has come to mind. Have I mentioned of a guy I met that wanted to toast me and when he called me and I said I don't have a job he stopped calling..#smh yea I know am now irrelevant even to guys for toasting I guess not just my wellbeing, my sanity, my children, family and the work of God is enough reason to get a job or find work lol. Soo... I went to see my dad's driver person and I guess nothing special, cause I also visited my cousins ID and JJ and their mum invited me over again for such prayers with an evangelist,which by the way was more intense. Both talked about sowing a seed after prayers and I guess I know where that seed would go. Tomorrow is Monday and I hate the fact I...

When the devil tries to still your joy, as a Christian you shut him up with the word of God.  A lot of things are going on again,  lots on my mind just to lazy to type. I went to see the lady that was to see vision and it's simple you don't have to meet anyone, God can work/speak through you. Am not bothered anymore cause I know Christ had got me. She didn't say anything new, just the regular Nigerian movies prophet, that will tell you what you should know if you are a true believer.  I know am not wasting my time again, but am tempted to pay the 2000 seed. Should I or should I not? Will let you know if i did.  Rev Osewa is on my case now and it seems I would be going to benin, and am sad. I guess it's because I will miss the security of having parents to back me and facing harsh reality head on. I have never been street smart, I guess that's one of the reasons I liked kelvin. I grew up in  well cared and pampered home, and so never really saw the world ha...