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MindSet


How is my mind actually set? Its a bother to me really. Is it set to the tune of God? Parents? Society? Past experiences? As I sat at the back of this lady in a keke on my way from training, am like what makes her different from me.... We paid the same amount to get to the same destination, yet she sits uncomfortably with the rider in front with a arm raised throughout the journey.
A mind set of suffering unconsciously, I believe has been infused into us by our past leaders or someone/way.She could, as well as others, insisted at not sitting in front, just so he can make extra cash. This is how we find our selves, uncomfortable, depressed in situations and we don't voice out. Just maybe, we are not even thinking of the fact that we are suffering until the repercussion of what we have endured hits us like her arm aching her when she gets home.

Note to self - Speak out always, Whats the worst that could happen?

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