Ms Air is One Tough Cookie

Sooo..... after how many years *actually months*, am back. yay! And the reason is that I want to be accountable ( to someone- my soon to be readers). So some-days ago, my mum was motivated to start #keto diet and today July 2 2017, I decided to go on the journey. The fact that I can't eat bread or sausage roll is scary but am #motivated. Actually as am writing you this post, I have eating cake, drank two bottles of soda, eating corn and.......... weighed myself ...sobbing.. 76kg, asin the last I checked was 65kg... how did I let this happen.... omosheooooo. But glory to God as at this evening... I made myself a #Keto meal of vegetable sauce with beef.  1ball of onions, palm oil, leftover stew, suya meat, knorr cube and a pinch of salt and turmeric.... YES I CAN Till tomorrow my lovelies.... I remain 76kg....sadly *cry*

So I made it to the next titan academy. Wow. It's been some crazy and interesting 3 weeks, from auditions to boot camp and task in the house. Well I made top 16 and as of today am still top 12. God's grace alone!! Am adding so much weight here cause am less busy, and you know how I whine about it. We only go on task 48 hrs in a week and write reports and chill the rest of the week. The food is just okay and the house is not bad. But I miss my Boyz. Jesus Lead me to win the prize and use opportunities that come my way wisely. Most people have what they are doing and am yet to really know what I can offer apart from my business which is not virtual yet. The contestants are a mixture of fun, sassy and cool people.  Will talk about them another time. So long ....😛

On the rare occasion I made up by my Lovely Sister Nosa!!! Women are everything.  To day I read on the Kardashian (am not a fan of their family) and I am confirmed of my analysis that I am stronger than what ever comes my way. First their brother, started the reality show with them but could not comprehend the lifestyle his mum and sisters have chosen. Then there is Scott, who is checking into rehab cause of drug abuse and alcohol, which he was obviously taking to keep up with the stupidity and callousness he may have to raise his children in. Then there is Bruce,  to compete for superiority had to become a woman to show he is the man. Then we come to Lamar, His is so sad that he is actually in comma. I can't imagine the pressure he was feeling from the ladies which he had to take to his games.... and they are all too hot. The child acting like a grown up seducing him(with inflated lips and butts), and so he had to look outside and not embarass his wife... So many thin...

Fear of the unknown,  is a siege.  What makes you look at a problem and not see solution.  Am in church and the minster of God read 2 kings 7:4-5, and we are made to understand that if you don't come to the realisation of yourself, you won't be pleasantly surprised. I passed the first stage of TNT and passed (by the Holy Spirit) the dangote Test I wrote. It was a tough one but the Lord saw me through. I hate and at the same time enjoy this period am in, Ovulation☺. Why you may ask, am always horny! !. Once I start having exotic day and night dreams I know it's that period. This period I always question my Christianity( do I need to explain more or you understand? 😈). So therefore, I continue the service and THANK GOD FOR IS FAITHFULNESS! !!

Imagine me.... So I registered for The Next Titan 😎,  and I have got auditions tomorrow. Through out the week I have been trying to get my business plan in place and I got stuck at the financials. Yesterday Sunday was an eye opener. I went for Holy communion with one prayer point in mind ' Lord I need clarity of mind' and he showed me I have been acting like I know it all. Not asking for the Holy Spirit's help. And truly I just realised that I had stopped praying, as in praying for guidance. .. me that does not know anything, or have anything.. Jehovah have mercy.  I need you through out the week (and beyond) Lord and I ask that you prove yourself in my life. So long.....

Devil is a bastard.  Believe it or not so many thoughts have crossed my mind. Cutting my hands (that's a regular before now any time am in pain), running infront of a moving vehicle,  taking stuff so I don't wake up like chewing the actual leaves in my sliming tea so I purge till I drop.... I reject fear. ... Jehovah please mind me not, I trust you. ..just my flesh trying to get the best of me. I have even considered hooking up with all my toasters or at least does that have been trying to get into my pants and will take care of me well.. like yakubu, eke, ochuko, edhere and the list is endless ( I pray, as if I am that hot). I need to get busy fast, before I eat my head out because of boredom and applying without any reply.  Later Chikãąś